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"all I wanted was to know I'm safe..." [Aug. 11th, 2008|07:42 pm]
Hallie
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[Current Music |"4 in the Morning" Gwen Stefani]

Yeah, I haven't been on LJ that much lately. It reminds me of Sarah, and since we've been getting less and less news on her lately, I'm trying not to think about it.

Plus if the FBI insists on watching us, I'm gonna insist on boring them to death.

I haven't told anyone yet. No, not even with the FBI thing. I know I should, but it'll freak them out, and I'm freaked out enough for everyone right now, I think.

Has anyone heard from Lyrra, btw? Please say yes.
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"no one's giving up quite yet/we've got too much to lose..." [Aug. 5th, 2008|08:28 pm]
Hallie
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[Current Music |"Sweet and Low" Augustana]

So I...may or may not have busted BrotherBeast's nose.

I was thinking of taking some kickboxing lessons, and I asked him to show me some moves. (Okay, annoyed him into it. Same thing.) So, he did. And in my defense, A.) he was totally bobbing when he should've been weaving, and B.) it's not like he was Shane West to begin with. It didn't do that much damage.

It's not broken. Just swollen, and rather colorful.

Sally/Jasmin thought it was hilarious.

So yeah, don't mess with me. I'll mess you up. :-P


In other news:

Still no word from Sarah.

Anne, be careful. *hugs*

~Hallie
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"I waited for you today/but you didn't show..." [Aug. 3rd, 2008|11:40 pm]
Hallie
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[Current Music |"Never Alone" BarlowGirl]

I've checked my Friends List like a billion times in the last few days. I keep praying for that update she promised us. I keep signing onto MSN, because when I'm upset, Sarah cheers me up, but who can cheer me up when Sarah's not here?

I still haven't told anyone in RL. They know that something's up. My mom keeps asking if I'm all right, and BrotherBeast says I'm being snippy, and Johnny is being even more cheerful than usual, and Sally/Jasmin is avoiding me. Sooner or later, the PMS explanation is going to be useless.

I keep watching the news, too, but more often than not, it just depresses me.

I have no idea what to do other than pour out my feelings in the most depressing LJ entry ever. Sorry, guys.

~Hallie
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"I find myself just filling my time/with anything to keep the thought of you from my mind..." [Aug. 1st, 2008|12:34 pm]
Hallie
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[Current Music |"Where'd You Go" Fort Minor]

She had a bad feeling. That's what my mind keeps going back to.

My parents don't know. I'm pretty sure they'll freak out if I tell them. I nearly broke down at work yesterday. Johnny let me go outside for a few minutes to collect myself. But I didn't tell him either. I think maybe he chalked it up to PMS.

So I'm trying to keep my mind off it. I went through my old entries and found a meme to retake.


Well that was an excersize in futility.

~Hallie
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"where'd you go/I miss you so..." [Jul. 31st, 2008|07:15 am]
Hallie
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[Current Music |"Where'd You Go" Fort Minor]

Sarah's missing.

I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep, so I got up and turned on the news, and I saw that she's missing. She didn't come home from work yesterday.

Oh, God.

Please let her be okay.

Please.

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"If God is a DJ/life is a dance floor/love is the rhythem/you are the music..." [Jul. 26th, 2008|11:52 am]
Hallie
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[Current Mood |boredgeez, melodramatic much?]
[Current Music |"God Is A DJ" P!nk]

Okay, so Dark Knight? Awesome!

I haven't been doing much lately. Mostly working and writing and chillin' like a villian. A very lame villian. Like Doctor Drakken.

Dude, I miss Kim Possible. And Veronica Mars.

Ooh, crossover! Would that not be awesome?!

Yeah, I am so bored.

I'm gonna go annoy BrotherBeast.

~Hallie

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"I can hear the bells; are ringing joyful and triumphant..." [Jul. 20th, 2008|10:40 pm]
Hallie
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[Current Music |"I Hear The Bells" Mike Doughty]

My birthday was good. Mostly just hung around the house. Didn't do much.  I was just happy to have the day off. I've worked like every Sunday since I started working. Daddy had to work, though, so we put the official plans off until Tuesday, when we're going to see The Dark Knight.

Johnny and Lindsey gave me a card yesterday, and Sally/Jasmin gave me one today. She said my actual present is coming later. BrotherBeast said he was gonna give me something, but hasn't yet.

Pretty much it. Things are kind of boring around here right now.

~Hallie
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"and when you take, you take the very best of me..." [Jul. 9th, 2008|08:14 pm]
Hallie
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[Current Music |"Cold As You" Taylor Swift]

I hate my family.

Dad and BrotherBeast got into an argument earlier. Nothing big or important, but somehow every fight between those two is absolutely unbearable to watch. My father is so sensitive, and my brother is so mean. Of course, witnessing it put me in a horrible mood, which made me argue with Mom. And Sally/Jasmin just ignored the whole thing. That's her coping mechanism: if she can't make it about her, then she pretends it doesn't exist.

Sometimes I wish I could just run away like she does. Or just bounce back like BrotherBeast does and five minutes later, it's like it never happened. But I have nowhere to go, and I can't just forget.

I guess my coping mechanism is pouring out my heart on the internet. I guess it works.

But damn, I hate these people sometimes.

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I think I like the fact that you seem sincere/I think I'd like to get to know you a little bit more [Jul. 4th, 2008|08:27 pm]
Hallie
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[Current Music |"Who Knows" Avril Lavigne]

You know those days that start out fine, and overall, they are, but one little thing makes the whole day seem horrible?

Today was one of those days.

This family came to the cart and got a ton of stuff and I completely fucked things up. First there was an argument about the price of a necklace, which I lost, because no one tells me before putting up those fucking sale signs, and their little girl kept adding stuff that her dad kept putting back, sometimes before I rang it up, sometimes after, so I had to keep taking stuff off, which is not easy on our piece-of-crap register. In addition, everyone kept changing their minds about whether or not they wanted certain things. At the end, it came to- easily- fifty to a hundred dollars more than it should've been, because so much stuff had been rung up too many times.

That's when Johnny came over and offered to ring them up so they could just get it over with, while I sat there and tried not to think about what a complete spaz I am.

Then when they were gone, he came over and helped me straighten out the register. The boy is a prince, seriously.

So when they close out tonight, we will have 119.50 in Refunds. That was my contribution for the day.

On a seperate note, thanks for the hugs and support. I'm okay now.

~Hallie

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"when everything's made to be broken/I just want you to know who I am..." [Jul. 1st, 2008|12:39 pm]
Hallie
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[Current Music |"Iris" Goo Goo Dolls]

Happy Birthday, Sarah!

17. Getting old, girl.

Hope you have a great day!

<3
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